CARNIVAL

sad.
didnt go for matsuri.
oh well.
*news update*
hehe.
him and her are attached.
LOL.
unexpected.
even kuroii said that.
oh well.
guess age doesnt matter anymore.
WOOOTS.
tmr got cip.
sigh
i need people to entertain me...

yesterday.
teacher's day celebration
NOT ENTERTAINING!
i swear it was boring and hurting my legs.
but the performance from class 4-2 was nice.
somehow.
then the teachers sing.
surprising fact.
but overall, acceptable.
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i didnt meet ms lin.
i went back to pioneer.
but just went past.
thats all.
and didnt meet ms lin.
i almost crushed my head thinking about it.
-screams-
-regret-
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met risa and ryan at jp.
eat at banquet.
i suppose ryan couldnt resist the need to emo and did just that.
plugged his earpiece until risa and i finished eating.
-no comment-
after eating, he removed his earpice and unemofied.
--> try to understand what i'm talking about.
haha.
after which, we went to **
to slack
of course we met up with taicho and rain at ********* first.
then they went to i-forgot-the-name-of-the-foodcourt and bought some food to bring to **
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so interesting.
the place is filthy BIG.
** i mean, not the foodcourt.
haha
we went to the library there and surprisingly brought the food in without getting caught by the 'higher-ups'
then we went around the super-duper quiet library.
and after a few twists and turns met up with Kiwira, Kiwiwi, Taichi and Ichigo-sensei. .
hehe.

THE END!

CARNIVAL

once again. i am back in the school's computer lab.

jinx.

here with the soul purpose of doing project.

okay....so maybe i wanna blog a little too.

its not my fault my mum don't allow me to on the com 24/7..

woots.

read umairah's blog.

LMAO.

she is so stupid now.

crazy and intellectually disabled.

how can it be a good thing to go model with the hottest teacher in school???

i mean, the teacher is wayyyyyyyyy out of your league.

oh well.

stupidity is a blessing

believe it.

just talked about rich pople and their attitudes just now.

whih makes me wonder?

do they know that they are hated?

either by one person or by many?

sigh

never mind.

get back to work!

XD

muahahaha.

in school now. suppose to be doing a video thingy for english.

damn gay.

i mean bi.

poor lovebells.

i dunno how to help her with the editting.

im pathetic.

im so stupid.

haha

he's still writing all the wrong stuff again.

sad for them.

i really think ryan should do something about his blog.

make a new blog or something.

am i evil or what?

laugh at people's misery.

how ignorant.

and bi.

the possibility of being hated: HIGH in fact, its VERY HIGH.
i dunno why i am thinking such stuff.
i was reading someone's blog a saw the person's post.
the way the person puts it. all the things
pointing the person's finger to someone.
saying stuff like this event is more important than the outing....
i mean.
FINE!
the possibility that its me is still there.
but i feel hurt.
its like spraying my face with i-dun-know-what.
coz i thought maybe, just MAYBE


then there is the event yesterday. and people.
the event and outing that i missed out.
i hated them.
yet they are like my family.
in some way or another.
i dont care.
yet i do
i detest.
but yet,
i love.
what am i talking about!!!!!!!!!


its so freaking annoying.
ok.
keep it simple.
as much as i like/love all of you as my family.
i hate/detest you too.

thank you

CARNIVAL

speevchless.

common test is in two days time..

and here i am.

writing junk where i will most definitely not read again.

that's how i am.

type/do something and avoid relooking at it at all costs.

haha.

i think im being gay.

but what can i say.

that's how i am.

unfortunately,

i cannot go to haru's party today.

sad.

poof.

akazukin chacha is cute!

CARNIVAL

goodbye.

haha.

im glad that things are getting better in one part of my world.

sadly,

my dear friends in school are having another problem as well.

one is with my cca seniors who are pieces of shit and crap everywhere they go.

-not a wonderful smell indeed-

then there's the chicken and cooper

not forgetting the term 'love' which should not be used in anyway people want to use it.

-yes i agree with ritsuka XP-

one problem at a time, they say.

so the first one.

cca seniors.

haha.

they are some stupid arseholes.

they claim that the problem is over but

our vice president still have guts to write it down on his blog.

the worst part

was that some of his 'wonderful' facts are wrong.

amateurs.

dont know how to deal with life.

-speechless-

NEXT!

uhh.

too lazy to complete the thing.

so i keep it short.

the chicken n cooper thing...

super lame

done!

missed 2 outing already.

tsk.

annoying.

mothers...

-speechless-

anyway.

we had some sort of a trashing session with my cca seniors

it didnt end well.

in my opinon at least.

and i found a side of ---------- that i didnt want to admit to.

as in.

i knew it was there.

but i just can't bring myself to say that it was present.

that this feeling in me is present too.

about --------.

i am sorry.

but i am starting to dislike you.

no way.

yes

exactly

its shocking.

but ....

we're friends?

i don't think so.

at least.

not anymore.

my dear tomodachi.

all i can say now is that you aren't one anymore.

sayonara.